12 “Is not this what we said to you in Egypt: ‘Leave us alone that we may serve the Egyptians’? For it would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the wilderness”
Exodus 14:12 (ESV)
STOP WAVERING, DECIDE
We all have those moments in life when we must decide on a course of action. It may be a job change, a change of residence, a change in a relationship, or one of a myriad of other large (and not-so-large) decisions. William James, often called the father of American psychology, noted, “There is no more miserable human being than one in whom nothing is habitual but indecision.”
Are you a habitual “fence-sitter”? In my much younger days, I was an instructor pilot in the T-38—a high-speed Air Force trainer. When you’re moving at speeds approaching the speed of sound, making a quick and correct decision is vital. My best students were the ones who made timely decisions. Quite often, they made the wrong decision—that’s what I got paid to do: keep us safe and alive—but I was never upset with the decision they made. With time and experience, they learned how to make the right ones. The students who struggled most were the ones who froze. They were so afraid of making the wrong decision that they made no decision at all—not ideal when you’re doing 600 MPH. They wavered.
We pick up the story of the Israelites’ flight from Egypt in Exodus chapter 14. Moses is leading the people as they approach the shore of the Red Sea. The Egyptian army is closing fast on their heels, and the people cry to Moses:
“Is it because there are no graves in Egypt that you have taken us away to die in the wilderness? What have you done to us in bringing us out of Egypt?
Is not this what we said to you in Egypt: ‘Leave us alone that we may serve the Egyptians’?
For it would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the wilderness” (Ex. 14:11–12).
The people begin to waver, paralyzed by fear of the approaching army. They long for their days in captivity. Unable to decide to trust in the Lord and move forward, they contemplate making a terrible decision—to return to their former life of slavery.
Scripture is replete with the contrast between freedom and slavery. We are called to give up the yoke of slavery that sin entangles us with and to rest in the freedom that Jesus gave His life for (Eph. 5:1). As Peter notes, “Live as people who are free, not using your freedom as a cover-up for evil, but living as servants of God” (1 Pet. 2:16). Paul reminds the church in Rome, “For the law of the Spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death” (Rom. 8:2).
What situation in your life is on hold because you cannot decide? Are you afraid of making the wrong decision? Welcome to the human race. But I challenge you—like my former students—to recognize that indecision is, itself, a wrong decision. I am not suggesting making a hasty decision just for the sake of acting. But if your current situation is untenable, choose freedom over slavery. Take it to God. Our faith is an active faith. God will show you the pathway, but you must decide to take the first step. Then stand in awe as God parts the troubled waters you’re in and leads you to the Promised Land!
Digging Deeper (er):
Psalm 118:5; Isaiah 30:21; Deuteronomy 30:19
Phil Meade is a father of 3, and grandfather of 5. He has a Masters Degree in Theological Studies from Liberty University, and lives in Acworth. He has led various small groups throughout his more than 20 years attending NS. He retired after 8 years as an Air Force pilot, and 33 years as a Delta pilot.
