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June 3, 2026

 

“When I saw that the men were scattering… I thought, ‘Now the Philistines will come down against me’… So I felt compelled to offer the burnt offering.”

1 Samuel 13:11-12


 

I SAW, I THOUGHT, I FELT

Have you ever felt the weight of mounting pressure while facing an important life decision—knowing that one wrong choice could have devastating consequences?

In moments like these, fear can cloud our judgment, urgency can overpower wisdom, and emotions can push us to act before seeking God’s counsel and direction.

Like Saul in 1 Samuel 13, we often find ourselves caught between panic and patience, struggling to trust God when circumstances seem to be falling apart around us. Yet it is in these critical moments that our faith is truly tested—not by what we see, think, or feel, but by whether we will remain obedient to God despite the pressure.

Saul’s downfall did not begin with rebellion. It began with fear.

The pressure was mounting. His army was leaving. The enemy was advancing. Samuel had not yet arrived. In Saul’s mind, delay felt dangerous. Silence felt threatening. Waiting felt irresponsible.

So Saul acted.

His explanation reveals the dangerous progression that often leads us away from obedience:

1) Fear of Urgency

“I Saw”

Saul said, “I saw that the men were scattering.”

What he saw around him became louder than what God had spoken to him.

Fear thrives in what we see:

  • Shrinking numbers
  • Limited resources
  • Unanswered prayers
  • Delayed promises
  • Uncertain outcomes

Faith says:

“Even if things are falling apart around me, I will not abandon the promises of God or what He has told me.”

Sometimes the greatest act of obedience is simply refusing to panic.

2) Impulsive Actions

“I Thought”

Saul continued, “I thought, ‘Now the Philistines will come down against me.'”

What began in his eyes moved into his mind.

Fear, when left unchecked, fuels imagination. And imagination, when left unchecked, leads to impulsive decision-making.

When emotions become our counselor, wisdom is usually dismissed.

Impulsive actions are often born from assumptions rather than surrender.

Just because something makes sense logically does not mean it is aligned spiritually.

3) Consequences of Disobedience

“I Felt”

Finally, Saul said, “I felt compelled to offer the burnt offering.”

His feelings became permission.

Not every action done “for God” is approved by God.

Poor decisions can carry deep consequences. What seems like a small compromise in the moment can become a turning point in your life, influence, and leadership.

Believers are not called to be led by fear, assumptions, or emotions. We are called to be led by God.

Listen closely: In every season of pressure, remember that fear distorts what you see, impulsive thinking corrupts what you believe, and unchecked emotions can lead you into disobedience.

Saul’s mistake was not simply offering a sacrifice—it was allowing urgency to replace his trust in God. When life feels overwhelming and decisions carry heavy consequences, God is not asking you to panic; He is asking you to remain faithful.

True faith is revealed when you choose obedience under pressure.

“I Saw. I Thought. I Felt.”

 

Love God. Love People. Live Sent.

Be Worth Being.

Kevin


 

Kevin Burrell has worked in professional baseball as both a player and MLB scout for the past 45 years, and currently serves as an area scouting supervisor. Kevin was drafted in the 1st round of the 1981 free agent amateur draft (25th selection overall), and played ten years of professional baseball with four different organizations. He and his wife, Valerie, live in Sharpsburg, Ga.